*This is a collection of recently drafted post due to loss of connection with the internet world.


1. Mencari Semangat (drafted 20 April 2010)
aku rasa malas itu bukan lah sesuatu yang pelik. ia bukan lah disebabkan orang itu dilahirkan malas. ataupun dia mempunyai sifat-sifat pemalas. ia cuma datang daripada hilangnya rasa semangat. rasa semangat lah pendorong kepada seseorang yang kelihatan rajin.

dalam melakukan sesuatu, pasti akan ada satu masa dimana semangat itu akan pudar, malah lebih teruk lagi jika ia hilang terus. ia adalah satu ketetapan. biasa lah tu, orang kata.

persoalannya sekarang bukanlah bila akan tiba nya perasaan itu ? ataupun mampukah aku hadapi itu semua ? tetapi bagaimana kita menghadapi nya.

hadis 1 : "rasa lemah setelah berusaha bersungguh-sungguh adalah datang dari permulaan yang rosak"
*hadis ini rasanya sangatlah straight to the point.

hadis 2 : "dan barangsiapa yang ketika lemahnya berada di atas jalanku, maka baginya petunjuk"

digambarkan dalam filem-filem kini - malah filem melayu juga pernah aku lihat ada babak sebegini - bahawa apabila seseorang itu dipecat dari kerjanya, lantas kemas barang, letak dalam kereta dan menuju kelab malam. ataupun, yang lebih ekstrim lagi, bila putus cinta, pergi naik tingkat paling tinggi dan buat-buat nak terjun. padehal sedang tunggu orang datang nak selamatkan dan bagi semangat

jadi pandai-pandai lah menyuntik semangat. kawan aku berkata dia sanggup habiskan duitnya untuk mengekalkan dirinya untuk semangat belajar. contohnya jika dia berjaya berlajar 6 jam hari itu, maka esoknya dia ganjari dirinya dengan membeli 'ummu ali'. tapi satu hari nanti dia pasti pokai pulak.haha

jadi apa-apapun, malas itu normal. jadi janganlah terlalu risau. pergilah mencari semangat!


good luck untuk para penduduk peperiksaan.


2. Hilmi's Law (drafted 3 May 2010)

i came bored with all the laws and theories of the physiology of our body. so i just went out to make my own laws and theories, haha.

Hilmi's Equilibrium
(read first : Gibbs-Donnan Equilibrium)


during the pre-exam period, you have no such commitments with programs or anything. thus, supposedly, making more time for studying as the final exam draws nearer. some people just grabbed the opportunity, studying 24/7. but some people just goes blur. well really, that's not the point.

people say if you're able to manage your money and time efficiently, your life is a success. hence, after some random un-intention-ally surveys, i came up with a silly equilibrium.

speaking of time, generally, in a day you just spend it for studying, eating, sleeping, entertainment (?), and for muslims surely, ibadah.

according to Gibbs-Donnan Equilibrium: lets say studying is a chloride (green), ibadah is a protein (orange), entertainment is a potassium (pink).

for the majority of students, studying time is the top priority. and it becomes a greater priority during pre-exams period. so the time for entertainment is reduced (some people reduce their sleeping time), in place with the addition time for studying. but as for a muslim, ibadah is still a priority. you just cannot top it out for any circumstances. and it remains a top priority during the normal non-pre-exam days too!

but still, don't forget other obligations. to your parents, friends, housemates and others. if cooking for your housemates seems to be wasting your time, then you need to come up with something.

some people just make it all to the same priority. well that's an osmosis. haha.

"jika study nombor satu, dakwah dan tarbiyah bukan nombor dua"

Hilmi's Law
the number of one's friends is directly proportional to their number of interests. i.e the more interests you have, the more friends you have. haha. is this true ? yet to be proven.

but i noticed that if you're a smoker, you'll get friends easily just by saying, "do you have a lighter?"


any nobel prize for me ? hehe.
btw, if you don't understand, it's ok. i'm just wasting my time releasing pure tension. do pray for my final exam.


3. Pre-Exam Monlogue (today's)


these are all my books for my exam tomorrow. crazy huh? there's like 20 books. i tried to boil and drink it all, but seems like it didnt work for now.

its truly impossible to memorize all these books. lastly, it comes to the almighty greatness of Allah to guide you to success. how hard you study, how well you memorize it all, you'll never succeed without His help.

everyone was created to be successful, it's just up to you to make it happen.
anything else, there's Allah.

now go there and finish reading all your books!!